Archive for the 'सम्बन्ध' Category



Missing and going nowhere

Published on जनवरी 15, 2010

Yes, I have been missing from this place for long now. Not that I don’t have much to write about. It’s just that would I want it to be a part of my history, if my book is ever written. And exactly is this question I have been posing to  her. What if she becomes [...]


From Bheegi Billi to Mischievous Cat

Published on नवंबर 11, 2008

The past week has been eventful. With bad mood, controversies at the job front and some learnings from relationships. Actually, I won’t call it a bad mood. It was kind of numbness, blankness and emptiness – a feeling I’ve had after a long long time. May be a year. May be because I’d been [...]


A letter to Maa

Published on अक्तूबर 22, 2008

Dear Mummyji,
I don’t remember, when I last wrote a letter with my pen and am not sure if I can write too as my handwriting is going from bad to worse, and I’m sure you won’t understand even a single syllable if I put down words in blue ink.
Any way, what’s more important is the [...]


अकेलेपन से खौफ आता है मुझको

Published on जुलाई 15, 2008

क्यों ये जीवन इतना उदासीन लगता है? सब नीरस। आज कार्यालय नहीं गया। न जाने जीवन आज क्या दिखाना चाहता है? पिछले वर्ष एक दिवस कार्यालय नहीं गया था तो जीवन कुछ क्षणों में उथल पुथल हो गया था। सम्बन्धों के मायने ही बदल गए। आज भी किसी अनहोनी का एहसास लिए बैठा हूँ। इसी [...]


Thanks for being a part of my nightmare

Published on जून 11, 2008

Dear Sis and Sir,
It seems like a dream, a nightmare that’s got over. And unfortunately you both were a part of it. Hmmmm…. before you come to any conclusions let me clarify. I dragged you both in the nightmare and Thanks for coming, and being there by my side. As the ordeal is over, I [...]


Kamndal Uthao Himalaya par jao

Published on जुलाई 4, 2005

Does that seem to be a promotion campaign or a jingle from an award winning advertisement? (Britannia Khao world Cup Jao!) No… Certainly not.
It’s really getting complicated and more of business like. Do you love somebody for what s/he is or for what you or your peers want him/her to be?


X-Ray

Published on जून 12, 2005

How does it feel to be under an X-Ray? Once, I was asked to go through it… It was a simple pre-anesthesia checkup…. an X-Ray of the chest… but an X-Ray for an operation of something else.
In a dark room, I patiently waited for my turn… with anxiety if these X-Rays would harm me or [...]


How many roads…?

Published on मई 10, 2005

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?…
…How many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?…
…How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?…
…How many years can a mountain exist
Before it’s washed to the sea?…
…How many times can a man turn his [...]


Broken threads… symbolism of a new beginning

Published on मई 4, 2005

When a thread breaks, and the beads fall of, how does it feel? And more difficult it is if the beads are tiny.
Well my doll, our doll, danced behind the mirror in the car. She came off today. Must be tired of dancing there for long.
But in symbolism, I look it as a new beginning. [...]