भीगी बिल्ली

Contd… from Part I
Rnaanubandhana
Q: Thanks for your simplification. Probably, you are talking about rnaanubandhana while referring to the example of the grand parents being born abroad, for their love of their grand children. There still are some queries going in mt mind. That is of mental prayer. How good is mental prayer and chanting of [...]

This rambling starts as my query to Webyogi, who has enough knowledge on spirituality and astrology. Why I say enough is that at least for me some answers have been simplified if not totally answered. The answer came as prompt, besides others to “Worship Lord Shiva and Parvati Mata is helpful too (no flowers).” My [...]

I’ve been missing from this place for long now. Nityin has just inspired me to write something. He wrote a year-round-up on his blog. Well, here’s mine. It’ll be more of personal, rather than a global round-up.
Where do I start? Well, it’s been more than a year now that I’m on medication for depression and [...]

The past week has been eventful. With bad mood, controversies at the  job front and some learnings from relationships. Actually, I won’t call it a bad mood. It was kind of numbness, blankness and emptiness – a feeling I’ve had after a long long time. May be a year. May be because I’d been skipping [...]

एक घिन्न सी आ रही है अपने आप से। क्यों मैं जीजू के प्रलोभन में आ गया व मदिरा का सेवन किया। उनका कहना था कि मेरे शरीर में एलकोहोल लैवल गिर गया है, इसलिए मुझे यह दर्द वगैरा हो रहा है, अतः मुझे थोड़ी बीयर का सेवन कर लेना चाहिए। यह प्रलोभन शायद काफी [...]

क्यों ये जीवन इतना उदासीन लगता है? सब नीरस। आज कार्यालय नहीं गया। न जाने जीवन आज क्या दिखाना चाहता है? पिछले वर्ष एक दिवस कार्यालय नहीं गया था तो जीवन कुछ क्षणों में उथल पुथल हो गया था। सम्बन्धों के मायने ही बदल गए। आज भी किसी अनहोनी का एहसास लिए बैठा हूँ। इसी [...]

यह एकाँकीपन क्यों? सब साथ में तो है मेरे। कितने रिश्ते हैं? रक्त के रिश्तों से भी परे हैं रिश्ते मेरे। फिर भी क्यों ये मन क्यों किसी की तलाश में भटक रहा है।
मैं आजकल एक विदेशी लेखक द्वारा रचित पुस्तक “अघोरा – कुँडलिनी” पढ़ रहा हूँ। अगर पुस्तक पढ़ने मात्र से मैं स्वयं को [...]

I’d been feeling low all this while. It was not about being sentimental. It was also about dharma and karma, I have talked about in one of my earlier posts.
I’ve taken a decision, and am probably at peace with myself after that. It depends how one takes it. Though it’s not vindictive as some might [...]

सब मिथ्या है । सोच रहा हूँ कि निकल पड़ूँ हिमालय की ओर । माँ बाप बीवी भाई बहन सब एक छलावा है । अब समय आ गया है कि मुझे अपना रास्ता स्वयं ढ़ूढ़ना पड़ेगा । आज तक वही किया जो माँ बाप या बीवी ने कहा । अब नहीं ।

I’m amazed how people can be shameless, particularly, people whom you trusted and thought were committed to you for the life time. They one fine day cheat you and just are unrepentant and shameless. There’s isn’t even an iota of expression of shame on their faces.